I don't know why this guy I really truly love with all my heart and soul doesn't feel the same as I do and won't make even the slightest compromise with me to improve upon our relationship or even just our friendship! I have asked him not to contact me(by phone) unless he is sober and he hasn't as of yet! In fact, he did just the opposite the other night when I wasn't even home! My daughter answered and hung up on him because he was drunk! He is currently in Washington State, but has lived here in Alaska for a long period of time before returning to be near his mom and the rest of his family! It's like he's taunting me somehow and it really hurts because I DO still love him very much and want to be with him again someday! Maybe it isn't meant to be, but I know deep in my heart that he does love me a whole heck of a lot like I do him! I wish I had never met him sometimes and hope that I can find someone else like him that will feel the same as I do about him at the same time and who wants to be with me no matter what!
Does anyone have any ideas about how I can get over him faster? Any advice will be greatly appreciated! Thanks,
Rachael in Alaska